let my guard down

Let my guard down

I didn’t want to go on social media today because I knew a shitshow was going to happen soon as the felon took office. And he came after trans people. The whole two genders bullshit. I felt so invalid. I can’t get my passport now. It was the last form of documentation I needed. Now I got to wait for this asshole to leave office so I can get it.

I have been in a depressed mood since finding this out. I talked to my cousins, not about being upset just in general. I am so tired of this bullshit. It’s a holiday so I can’t reach out to any of my providers. I don’t think I am going to make it the four years. My validity is at stake and I don’t take it lightly.

I have been trying to get documents ready for fuel assistance but my sister hasn’t been responsive. I have texted her all day and she isn’t answering. I don’t know if she is home or not. I have the appointment tomorrow morning. I am getting stressed out and I don’t need this kind of stress a week before school starts again. I got my own money problems.

I have been sneezing all day again today. I took my meds kind of late as I got up around 1pm. I can probably take another allegra around the time I take my night meds. I don’t know what I am going to have for supper. My sister made soup. I plan on making a gravy tomorrow. Hope I have penne pasta but I could go for spaghetti, too. I took out the ground beef and made sure I had the Italian seasonings. I need to go to the Square for my migraine med and then I will cook. That is the plan. Hopefully it won’t be icy walking. Temps are going to be below freezing tomorrow. I just hope there is no wind. I am glad my next two appointments are virtual.