Post will be sweary
I had a shitty night sleeping. I had taken Nyquil because I felt I was getting a cold. I don’t remember when I went to bed. I am supposed to keep track of my sleeping for the next two weeks. I created a spreadsheet of the PDF so I can enter the data. I just got to remember to do it. I had some weird dreams and each time I woke up, I had a headache. I got a migraine right now and I am trying to push through it to get some schoolwork done.
I need to shower today. I got up and we had no half and half so I had to order it. I also ordered burgers because I need something for dinner. They didn’t have my ice cream. I was disappointed. I haven’t had ice cream in a long time. I am hoping to place a grocery order later this week.
I just looked at my Italian class. I have to do some work on a website and then do homework as well as look at the textbook. I have at least two chapters in my English class to read for tomorrow. It’s easy reading and I like the book.
It’s warm today. If my medication was ready, I would have gone out today. But it’s not. I don’t know when it will be ready. I already made a few phone calls today so I don’t want to call the pharmacy. I looked at my calendar to see when I am seeing my psychiatrist again and there is no appointment. I had to look it up. I also don’t have an appointment with the neuro NP in there.
I am so tired. I hate when I have a shitty night sleeping. I want to take a nap. I need to shave and shower. Yesterday I shit myself. I hate when that happens. I am wicked depressed. The felon fucking took away protection for transgender persons on Title IX. He really is coming for us. I am so fucking scared. I want to get some kind of reassurance that my care at the transgender center will still be there and I will be able to get my T. But right now I don’t know how things are going to be and I don’t think they do either. I messaged them anyway. I nearly cried as I sent it. I got such a headache. I don’t know if it is a migraine or just a headache. I am going to take a nap.
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