Saturday Blog 08022025

Saturday Blog 08022025

I’ve been up since 4 as I had to pee and couldn’t get back to sleep. I got out of bed around 10 as my groceries were going to be delivered but because the app changed, I had no idea around what time they would come. Before I got a half hour window and now I don’t. They were late, again. I waited all friggen morning for them. Then it took me forever to bring the stuff up because my back kept cramping and I had to rest. Took me nearly two hours to bring all the stuff up to my level. Next I got to bring the Powerade up to my room.

I had three cups of coffee. I only had Oreos to eat. I think I am going to make some eggs as I want some hot sauce. I finally got my ice cream so I am going to have that as well. I have been home alone all day. My sister went to Maine (thank god) and my niece is working. I put most of the groceries away except for the cabinet stuff. When I go make my eggs, I will do that. I also got to go on the porch and put some stuff there.

I haven’t finished my book yet but I will later tonight before bed. I want to finish the book tonight so I can start the other book tomorrow. I have to look on the syllabus to know which one it is. I don’t remember off the top of my head. I also need to practice some Italian.  I didn’t do so well in Duolingo today. I always get the order of words wrong. One of the examples, I forgot to put the verb in. Oops.

My coffee came this morning. And I ordered some Pike from the grocery store because it was on sale. I am done with coffee for the day. Three cups is enough. I bought hot cocoa so I might have that if I want something hot.

I did the excel sheet on my laptop, changing the size of the columns. I didn’t realize I had a UMB one drive. I couldn’t find the file and it was because it wasn’t on my personal drive. I had to email it to myself as I couldn’t move the file on my phone to my personal drive.

I have been having waves of suicidality with planning so I sent my therapist a text to let her know. I am coping with it as best I can. I tried to take a nap but wasn’t successful. I’ve also been playing my game all day. It has been a good distraction as I got to do things to get points and coins. I am so tired after I hauled all the groceries up one flight of stairs. I should sleep good tonight.

any thoughts?