Damn pain

I woke up around 2am. Foot was burning. Then I had a sneeze attack so it woke me up. I tried going back to sleep but couldn’t. I took some gaba to ease the burn. Around 4 I got hungry. I ordered McD’s. Now I am up.

I plan on reading the next book in my English class. There will be a new Italian assignment due this week. It doesn’t “open” until after 8am. I still need to work through chap 6. I finished the 1st English book the other night.

I like to be openly trans but current stuff is making it hard. I don’t want to lose my grants for school because of who I am. I wish I had money to support the ACLU. It is a good organization to fight discrimination. It is hard to fight the suicidal stuff when every day a right is being stomped on.

I don’t know if the twinging in my thigh is related to my increased back pain. I haven’t done anything to really upset it. I just woke up one day and my lower back hurt. I have been moving and still doing my things. Thankfully it is not severe pain.

I want to go to Starbucks today. I am so craving a latte. I also need to go to the post office so I can send my books to my family members. Not sure which post office i will go to. I can go to the one around the corner or the one near Starbucks. Decisions, decsions…

any thoughts?