Resting day
I had therapy this morning. We discussed my grief about my mother and things. I had sent her a message saying how anxious I was about school. I don’t know what I am going to do if I can’t complete my degree. She didn’t offer any suggestions on it. Just to be mindful and present.
I had lunch and then I was feeling tired. I took a nap and it was for the rest of the afternoon/evening. I just woke up to take my night meds. I didn’t really sleep so great last night. I am debating on whether to finish my book or do the Italian. I was unsuccessful in finding a tutor. The professor said he would give me some extra help if I needed it. I am supposed to be starting the next book. The professor said it is an easy read. I am glad because the last few books have been difficult.
I am feeling really depressed. I keep thinking of my mother. I want to just see if she is ok. I just miss her so much. I bought a couple of books at the bookstore. I need to go pick them up tomorrow. I was going to go yesterday but I forgot. I feel sort of rested since I have napped all afternoon.
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