Blah and depressed
I slept really late today. I didn’t feel like go to class today. I thought about going to the language lab but didn’t have the energy to get up. I have been in a funk all day. I got nothing accomplished. I did manage a shower.
It’s Opening Day. I listened to the game for a little while. They won. I should be happy but I am so depressed. I am so stressed out about school. My anxiety just is bad. I am going to text my therapist. The radical acceptance stuff isn’t helping me.
I’ve been playing my game on and off all day. It’s been helping me keep distracted but there are tasks I keep forgetting to do. Like stuff for the house goods needs stuff from the plastics. I create a thing and then forget to do the other thing. I just harvested some eggs and forgot what I need to make with it. I don’t care. I don’t have the concentration like I usually have today.
I showered but didn’t shave my head. I don’t know if I am going to or not. I kind of like how it is, all buzzed off. I need to have my cousin trim my neck hair in the back. I tried to do it and ended up scratching myself.