Can’t sleep due to class stuff
I woke up about an hour ago. I had to pee. I woke up from some dream about work and it gave me a headache. The headache is gone now and I decided to work on my paper. It is slow going as I am trying to pull things together.
I am tired but awake. I had a cup of coffee late, after I had dinner. I was hoping it would keep me awake enough to work on the paper but it didn’t. I did my Italian. All I need to do now is come up with a funny story. I can’t think of anything. The depression doesn’t allow for funny things. I have something in mind in which I was a little and I hid in my closet. I don’t know why but I did and my mother lost her mind trying to find me. I thought it was hysterical but it was late at night and I ended up falling asleep in the closet without meaning to. Eventually, I was found. It was funny to me but not my mother!
I start therapy twice this week. My therapist wants to increase the sessions because of my suicidality. She wants to support me. I don’t know how I feel about it. I didn’t ask, it was just offered. We’ll see how it goes. Maybe it will break up the depression some.
I slept for a few hours after I had something to eat. I was hungry. I also had coffee and something more to eat when I got up. My sister made a gravy and the sausages and meatballs were done. They were good. We aren’t having dinner until 330 today because my nephew works the night shift so we figure give him some time to sleep. I haven’t worked on my paper yet. I don’t know what to write anymore. I have until tomorrow to turn it in.
Dinner was good. I ate too much and had too many desserts. My sweet tooth is crazy. I had a cappuccino but I don’t think there is much caffeine in it as I took a nap when I went upstairs. I got a headache now. I am going to write the funny story for the Italian discussion and then work on the paper tomorrow. Or maybe during the night if I can’t sleep again. Who knows.
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