I had a hard time getting out of bed today. I didn’t go to partial. I needed to rest. I had a couple cups of coffee and then I took a shower. I was tired afterwards. I tried to nap but my damn phone kept going off. Then my DMH worker called and that was it for trying to nap. I had a good talk.
The puppy was clingy to me today. She is so cute. Her father lifted her up and when she saw me, did a flip to see me. It was so funny. Then a sock got her interest and I was old news lol.
I’ve been feeling depressed most of the day. I haven’t thought about suicide since I came home from the hospital. I’ve had no urges or intent. I just wish I had some energy or motivation. I haven’t left the house today as I just feel so shitty. I was going to take the puppy for a walk but my niece did. Twice. It is still muggy and I hate it. Next few days are going to be wicked hot. Might be a heat wave if the temps stay high enough.
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