TAYLOR IS ENGAGED!!!

TAYLOR IS ENGAGED!!!

Finally happened! She said yes!!! Love Story on repeat today! I am so fucking happy!!

So I have been in a somewhat good mood since finding out Taylor is engaged. I literally lost my shit and had to listen to Love Story a million times again. I am absolutely crazy right now. Seeing them together on the podcast last week was so sweet the way they were together. I couldn’t be happier for her.

I have had a stomach ache all day. I had the uncrustables, which was so damn good. Then after my second cup of coffee, my stomach freaked out and has been hurting ever since. I tried to eat some rice, plain, no salt or butter, but only had a few bites. I drank a big glass of iced tea. I have been trying to stay hydrated so I don’t get headaches as well.

I was watching the puppy. I need to get advice on how to potty train her because she keeps peeing and pooping in the kitchen. There was dried pee on the floor under the table today and I was wondering where the smell was coming from. I was so mad because she peed in multiple places. And she shit. She hid from me when I came downstairs. I thought she wasn’t home as I saw the crate and bed empty. She was under the bed. Ugh.

I talked with my DMH case worker today. We mostly talked about the puppy and the semester starting next week. I am wondering why I am still talking to her because we don’t get anything accomplished and she isn’t a therapist. I just update her on things in my life. I told her I have a new therapist starting tomorrow. I am kind of nervous about it. Hopefully it settles down the more I see her and get to know her. It is only our second meeting. Hoping also that she doesn’t do more questionnaires.

I signed up for a CAMS-care webinar that focuses on contemporary suicidology. Will be interesting. Dr. Jobes is leading the chat so I had to attend. I love him so much. I can’t wait till the semester starts. I need to finish the chapter in the psych history book I started reading. Think I will go to Starbucks on Thurs and read for an hour. It should take me that long to finish it. It is long reading. I got to get my Microeconomics book in its folder. Both of my classes have apps with it that I had to buy for the semester. I hope this class isn’t intensive. I am already planning on the 400 level psych class to be.