Saturday Blog 13122025

Saturday Blog 13122025

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR SWIFT!!!!!

I love that I share my birthday month with Taylor. My birthday will be in ten days. I will be turning the big 50. I realized the other day I spent half my life in a disabled state, either mentally or physically and sometimes both since I was 25. I know one thing. Whenever I graduate from UMB, I plan on getting a class ring. I haven’t seen tables for them since I was on campus like 20 years ago but fuck. I want one after all the grueling and mental stakes getting my bachelor’s degree put me through. I know “normal” people probably don’t suffer as much getting their what is supposed to be a 4 year degree but I have had issues that have kept me off track.

Just for fun, I was looking at master’s programs. I want to get a MSPsy degree but I couldn’t find a Mass college that had it. I remember finding one when I first looked it up but I forgot where it was. Turns out they don’t typically have an MS for psych. It’s mostly MAs. So now I am wondering if I should put myself through hell taking this bio class next semester. I still have time to change it. I am going to look a little more for that program and if I can’t find it, I won’t take the class.

I had a hard time going to sleep last night after I watched the final tour of Taylor Swift’s ERAS. I think I finally passed out sometime around 1. I had been up for more than 20 hours. I was tired today. But my bladder wasn’t. I was able to take the steroids early and throughout the day like I am supposed to. I really haven’t eaten much and only had one cup of coffee. I just had a hot cocoa because I wanted something warm. It was good after I put some half and half in it. I took a nap in the afternoon. Then I got a text from my niece saying she was here. She made banana bread for her mother.

I am so sleepy. I didn’t do anything today. I had coffee at my sister’s because my bathroom was being used by my niece’s boyfriend. Tomorrow I am going to try and clear my bed off, even if it is just a little corner of it. I had made progress but then my sister dumped laundry on my bed. I hate when she does this. Drives me crazy.