a day of pain

A day of pain

I was up most of the night because of a damn headache that continued all day. I decided not to go to lab. I am failing it anyways. One day isn’t going to hurt me. I sent in my lab report and I was thinking about it all night. I thought about resubmitting it but I don’t know if that is allowed.

I had some coffee and I need to go to the grocery store for more half and half. I am almost out. I didn’t go out today. I would have but one of my meds came earlier than expected and I don’t have enough money for it. I was expecting it next week.

I got a message from my psychiatrist back and I swear he is useless. He wants me to go to my pcp for sleep study. That isn’t the fucking problem. He makes me so mad. My neuro got back to me. She wants to start me on a steroid pack to try and break this cycle. She hasn’t responded to my response.

I have been trying to see my baby sister for the past week and it has been difficult because I have class and she has a social life. Last weekend was her anniversary so she went away for a few days. And we live in the same house. I have seen the bitchy sister more than her.

I got to read tonight. I don’t know if I am going to re-read chap 2 or start chap 6. I have my first exam on Monday. I am nervous about it because it covers three chapters. Tomorrow is going to snow/rain in the evening so coming home from class is going to be fun. I hope I feel better tomorrow. Right now I feel so shitty. I shaved my head so that made me feel a little better. I just feel like I am in a fog.