I got up later than I wanted to. I had two cups of coffee and then I planned on shaving. But my bowels weren’t cooperating with me. I kept having to go so I would wait until my stomach calmed down. I went to my room and just played on my game. I didn’t feel like doing anything. I need to shower because I leaked. It’s also been more than a few days so I smell.
I need to read chapter 2 as a refresher. Exam is tomorrow. I am wicked nervous. I studied amino acids yesterday and read chapter 3.
I finally ate something today. I really didn’t eat yesterday or most of today. I really need to start drinking fluids before I get lightheaded and weak. I feel tired but I got to do some self-care stuff today. I don’t know what I want to wear.
I got therapy and class tomorrow. I need to pick up my meds tomorrow too. I sent my psychiatrist a message about how it has been going with the lower dose of latuda. I’ve just been more anxious. I kind of feel suicidal today. It’s been on the back burner for some reason. Now that we are at war, I am really despising my country. I am fearful of retaliation. This isn’t good. And I am so mad. I become more mad every day.
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