Hard day
I tried to get up this morning to attend lab but I just couldn’t get up. I stayed in bed till around 11am. I took my meds and then made coffee. The puppy was here with daddy. She was fine until he left. Then I became second news. I made a breakfast sandwich. Then made a second cup of coffee, which killed my stomach. Puppy was sleeping on the floor so I went back to my room. I laid down and the thought was to leave at 2 so I had a chance of meeting the teacher for her office hours and also pick up my meds. 130pm rolled around and I still haven’t brushed my teeth or shaved so leaving at 2 was not going to happen. Around 2 I finally brushed my teeth and shaved. I was seriously debating going to class but I figured, I was going to be out so I might as well try to attend class. I left at three and caught the bus 15 minutes later.
I got my meds and then went to the station. I paid for my monthly pass and then went to the platform. I didn’t have to wait too long for the train. I got to campus around 430pm. I had an hour to kill so I printed off some slides for class. One slide was nearly 100 pages. I focused on the study guide. It was review for me as I read it. I didn’t do meiosis, which was what the class was about tonight.
I finally made the 730pm bus home. There were no delays on the red line. I couldn’t believe it. I went home and I was exhausted. I didn’t eat as my stomach was still upset so I had an ensure. Only problem was, I couldn’t find my med box for my night meds. They like to play hide and seek. Well, tonight they are hiding pretty well. I took stuff off the bed and still couldn’t find them. I have no idea where the fuck they are. I thought maybe they fell in my bag, but nope not there. So I am going without meds tonight. I could just make up another round but I don’t fucking feel like it.
On the way home, it felt like I had to pee but I didn’t. I was leaking though. I came home to pee but there wasn’t much to pee. I didn’t drink that much and I peed when I got to campus as I forgot to go before I left. Just weird. I haven’t had a BM in almost a week. I haven’t been taking senna since I have to go out.
I am going to re-read the Mendel chapter. I have been meaning to do it all week and usually by 8pm I am toast. I have a little energy left. Hopefully it will take my mind off where my meds went so I can sleep. I am really upset I cannot find that box.
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