I hardly slept last night. I just couldn’t sleep. The puppy’s ear was bothering her so she kept jumping off the bed, going to the kitchen, to the stairs, then back on the bed. It was driving me nuts and making me mad because he dumb parents refuse to take her to the vet.
I got up around 11. I had to go give a urine sample and do the ultrasound. I managed to get an appt today. Everything is clear but I still have urgency to go. Last night I had the runs and was scared to sleep in underwear so wore a diaper. I didn’t change when I went to my appt. I was embarrassed.
I came home tired and hungry. I had the Japanese rice dish i like. I had a full liter of water. I tried to nap but my phone kept going off. My bitch sister was pissed at my niece who didn’t have money for dog food so I bought it. I tried listening to the ball game but the app cut out after they scared five runs. It was 8-1 Sox last I heard.
I got two back to back appts tomorrow then class. I need to study but I am so tired. I got no energy and my thinking has been to suicide the past couple of hours. I just don’t want to be here.
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