Terminal weakness
I had wicked pain last night that kept me up most of the night. I had some sleep for an hour or two and then I would be up for a few more hours. Nothing was working for me and the pain was a 10 most of the time. I some how managed to sleep with the light on. I woke up to it on. I don’t know what time I fell asleep. I was so depressed last night. I woke up feeling depressed too. I haven’t done nothing all day. I slept until noon or so. I thought about going into Boston but my damn calf was still hurting me and I didn’t feel like walking from North Station to my DMH worker’s office.
I had a good talk with her. I told her one of my classes that was anti-tech is now tech because our classroom is flooded due to the storm. I won’t be going out tomorrow either. I will have zoom. I tried to do the assignment and it wasn’t posted on the web. So I stopped doing it. I will try again tomorrow. Then I checked the 1 credit course homework and there was nothing listed. I was like WTF. Now I have no clue what is going on in class. Ugh. I should have gone yesterday.
I am in pain right now. My chest and shoulder hurt. It is muscle aches. I also think because I am sleeping on a different pillow, it is straining my muscles. I can’t help it. I am comfortable with it and it helps my stomachache. Lately everything I eat bothers me. Today I didn’t eat too much.
The game is just starting and I am a nervous wreck. Tolle doesn’t start for another half inning. But I am just worried about the snakes pitcher starting tonight. He is nasty and I don’t like him.
