Author: Midnight Demon

Grocery delivery day and other things

I was home alone when my delivery came. I had to bring all the stuff in the house and up the stairs. I left the water downstairs. Someone else can bring that up when they come home. I am still trying to figure out how to place my Gatorade bottles. I brought up a bag and a gallon of water. I will be bringing up a bag every time I go back downstairs.

I had a nice cold cut sandwich. The Virginia ham was sliced thick. I hate when it is thick. I also made an iced tea. I haven’t had a cup in so long. My legs are killing me and my chest is throbbing for some reason. I need to rest, maybe nap. I slept through the night finally. I woke up before my alarm sounded. I wanted to get up around 9 but I didn’t. I got up an hour later and then had two cups of coffee.

It’s so much cooler today than it was yesterday. The wind is making it feel colder than what it is. Pride is starting next week and I want to hang a trans flag in my room or the pride flag with trans and inclusion on it. I don’t know where to get it without doing a google search. I just checked Amazon and just ordered a flag and a trans t-shirt.

I keep going up and down stairs. I had to use the bathroom so brought up another couple of bags. My legs are killing me. I don’t know how many times I have gone down and up again. It’s a lot. And I still am not done yet. It will get done, if not tonight, then tomorrow.

I am feeling so tired. I hate this. I know I did a lot and I deserve to be tired right now but I just want to lay down and sleep. I got to get my haircut. I might go tomorrow rather than Saturday. I don’t know. My chest is bothering me with nerve pain. My right side is swollen and hard. It hurts when I press on it. I hope it goes away in time.

I woke up around 2am and didn’t fall back to sleep. I had to get up at 8 so I didn’t want to fall asleep so got up around 7. Had my 1st cup of coffee. Did the business with my sisters and then went to bed as I was starting to feel dizzy from lack of sleep. I ordered my groceries and stuff and laid down. Stupid phone kept going off so I couldn’t really rest. Then when I did doze off my phone rang. Ugh. I got up.

I had more coffee. Don’t know what happened to my mug so got another favorite out of the cabinet. Then I ordered pupusas from my favorite Spanish restaurant. I got some for my niece too as she loves them.

Game is on late again tonight. They lost the last two games. I am not happy. But the crummy pitcher is now been moved to the bullpen. Thank God he is out of the rotation. He sucks.

It’s nice today with Temps in the 70s. It was cold this morning when I left the house. I might go out Fri to return the library book I borrowed. I know Sat I booked a time with my barber. I think it is at 1130 but I don’t remember. It’s the holiday weekend. Anniversary of my uncle’s passing is next week. Can’t believe it has been a year already. He is buried next to my mother. I miss her so much. Yesterday I was feeling so down. Today it is a little better. Just wish I wasn’t so damn tired.

Exhausting day

I woke up again in the middle of the night and didn’t go back to sleep till after dawn. I woke up sometime around 9ish and I stayed awake but in bed till 1130 or so. I had no half and half so coffee wasn’t a reason for me to get up. I never made it to the store yesterday. I did get up and used my sister’s creamer, which was gross. I only drank half of my cup. I cleared the sink and loaded the dishwasher with some stuff. I kept on having to sit down. I needed a shower and I wanted to shave myself as it has been a while. But I just couldn’t get the fricken energy. Then when I did, my niece said she was going to shower. Ugh.

I waited my turn. I then went into the bathroom and groomed myself. I forgot to trim my beard so I will do that tomorrow. I showered and I found while shaving my armpits that because of scar tissue, I can’t raise my arm up all the way. I hope it goes away in time.

I had to rest after I showered. I just wore a towel around me so I just put on the bare minimum when I was in my room. I wanted to go to the store so I can make a decent cup of coffee. I checked the schedule and the bus was on its way in a few minutes so I wasn’t going to make that one but I could make the one that would in fifteen minutes. I got dressed and grabbed a reusable bag. As I walked to the bus stop, my ankles were hurting and my calves were cramping. Not a good sign as I needed to walk about the same distance from the bus stop where the store was and back. I sat for only a few minutes on the bus before my stop came up. It is a short distance by bus but walking is much longer. I used to be able to walk the distance but no more. I went to the store and I was already tired. Soon as I walked in I knew I was in trouble as what I needed was at the other end of the store and in the back. I grabbed a bottle of water as I was thirsty and headed to where the half and half. Because of Covid, the store had taken out the benches for sitting. I had to walk to the bus stop and sat for a little bit before the next bus came. I also grabbed a new Gatorade thing with electrolytes in it. I drank it as I walked to the bus stop.

I came home and was completely spent. I put away the half and half and then went up to my room to rest. I laid down but didn’t sleep. I was soaked with sweat and I know I am going to have to shower again tomorrow. I got hungry and made dinner and a cup of coffee. I needed some caffeine badly. I was used to at least two cups of coffee and I only had half so far.

Tomorrow I need to go to the insurance place to sign some stuff for the house. I got to order my groceries and place an Amazon order. I don’t have much going on this week. I had therapy yesterday. It went ok. Game isn’t on till late. I probably will be asleep before it starts. I am really tired.