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Final is done!

My sister had me up early this morning as she needed a house sitter. The workers came and they finally decided on what to do to fix our water build up situation that they created. I was there for three hours and it was for nothing as they didn’t do any work inside her house. They just basically decided what they needed to finish the job. I went back upstairs and tried to nap but couldn’t. I was too nervous.

I left my house shortly after 1 but the bus wasn’t coming for like 15 mins. I was worried I was going to be late but I made it with 15 mins to spare. I tried going over some of my notes. I took the exam and was done within a half hour. I think I did good as some of the questions were the ones on the exams I was studying. I know I got the extra credit answer right as I looked it up when I left. I was second guessing myself. 

My pcp is out for the week and the covering doctor sent in some meds for this UTI I have. I am on the wrong antibiotic so tomorrow will be starting a new one for the next seven days. Ugh. I have to take it three times a day. I am going to have to put it in my app so I remember to take it. It still took me two hours to get home. I was kind of hungry but I was also tired so didn’t make anything just yet. Around 6 I decided to make a pizza. My nephew was cooking with his girlfriend. I decided to let the pizza cool for a bit before eating it so I went downstairs hoping my sister was home. She wasn’t. I talked with her husband for a bit and then went upstairs to eat. I ate the whole pizza. I am so fucking full. I don’t know why my appetite is the way it is. I had three meals today.

I was hoping to have my prescription delivered but there is some kind of restriction on the antibiotic that prevents me from doing so. Ugh. I was hoping to have a day of rest tomorrow. If I wasn’t feeling so crummy I would wait till Thurs. My bladder is now affected so I need to treat this before I get really sick. If the doctor didn’t send me a message tonight, I probably would have gone to the ED as I feel sick. I am not running a fever but feel feverish. It also is hot in my room, which isn’t helping. I need to get up to turn the big light off so I can run the fan and my legs are just hurting too much to do it.

I wanted to shower and shave today but didn’t. I will tomorrow as my hair is growing in. I don’t remember the last time I shaved. I think it was the last time I showered which was Saturday. Sox game is tied right now due to some dumb mistakes. Errors are killing us big time. I think we have the most in the league. Terrible.

studying studying studying

I have been studying since this morning. I have been up since 0230. I woke up to pee and couldn’t get back to sleep. Therapy was good as I was anxious about the final. She suggested that I write out the stuff so I have been sitting at Starbucks for the past two hours. I am tired despite having my latte. I can’t write anymore. I am more than half way through exam 2 key. Prof gave us a curve on exam 4 and brought my grade to a 95. I have a solid 86 right now (B). I want to see if I can get a B+ by taking the final. It is a game at this point as it can only benefit me at this point. Trying to learn 11 chapters has been difficult. I did poorly again with exam 2 so I am paying attention to what I am writing.

The results of my culture is back. I don’t know if they will be making antibiotic changes. I was worried that the sample was lost but the nurse said the sensitivities were pending so that was good. I have never had a urine culture take so long before. It isn’t the usual suspects so that might have been why.

I am getting really sleepy. I think my gas has run out. I have like twenty minutes before the bus gets here. I have been listening to Red and Tortured Poets. I mixed it up some. The songs were taking over my brain so I needed more songs to break the loop in my brain. Funny we didn’t go over songs stuck in your head during the course, unless I missed that class.

My therapist and I talked about what I will do now that classes are over. I honestly don’t know what I will be doing. I need to clean my room some. I have been getting out the recycling that has piled up. I think I have like 6 paper bags and a few small recycle bags. I brought down four and some boxes. I might try tomorrow to bring down some more before I have to go to class. I don’t know if I am going to have something at Starbucks tomorrow. I know I am going to have a latte. I don’t know what I will eat though. I had a good turkey and pesto sandwich today. I might have that tomorrow.

Grades are in, sort of

I got my score on my exam 4 and it is 87. I don’t need to take the final but I am going to, to see if I can improve my exam 2 grade. Right now I have an 86 avg. I am pretty happy with this. I am still going to study. Weather is going to be shitty on Tues but there won’t be shuttles so that is good. Only thing is, it is later in the afternoon so I won’t be getting home till late. I think I will get Thai food on the way home so I can celebrate the end of the semester.

Today is mother’s day and it has been so hard. My childhood friend lost her mother this morning. She had been in a car accident and wasn’t wearing a seatbelt. I hope she is at peace now. I have been praying for her and my friend. She has been through so much. She is my childhood crush. She doesn’t know it though. I have been thinking of my mother and my BFFL’s mother. I miss them both. I have been staying off of Facebook because it has been triggering sadness. I miss my mother so much.

I made the Shepard’s pie, which my niece called Cottage pie as it isn’t made with lamb. I don’t particularly care for lamb. I want a cup of coffee but it’s almost 5pm and I know I will regret it if I have one. I just want something hot. Maybe I will make a cup of cocoa.

Sox won. It was another day game so I have my night free to do whatever. Last night, I went to bed early as by 7 I was so exhausted. I woke up around 3 to pee but was able to get back to sleep. I had weird dreams. I got up around 9 to pee again and I thought about staying up but my sister was doing stuff in the kitchen and I didn’t want to be near her. I made that mistake last night and all she did was bitch.

I have a pretty busy week. I have therapy tomorrow and Thurs I see my surgeon for a follow up. Sat I am meeting someone for the first time. It should be fun. I might go to Starbucks tomorrow. I am needing espresso. Coffee doesn’t really wake me up like it used to. I had two cups and now I feel like taking a nap. But I know if I have one late enough, it keeps me awake. Weird.