What was your last thing you did for play or fun? #WPDP

What was the last thing you did for play or fun?

Went to my Uncle’s 70th birthday party. Had a great time.

List your top 5 grocery items #WPDP

List your top 5 grocery store items.

Powerade/Gatorade, Velveeta Mac and cheese, half and half, Ramen noodles, turkey breast deli meat

Is your life today what you pictured a year ago? #WPDP

Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?

Yes and no. Yes, because I had top surgery and no because I didn’t think my mother would die.

What skills or lessons have you learned recently? #WPDP

What skills or lessons have you learned recently?

I learned my suicidality is intertwined with being trans. Since I was 8, I learned all or nothing thinking. Dying makes sense to me. I am trying to separate the two. I have a lot of self-hate and loathing to undo.