Saturday Blog 20112021
I had woken up early because my nitwit sister was vacuuming the downstairs before 8 am. WTF I got up to use the bathroom and take my meds. I then went back to sleep once the vacuuming stopped. I just didn’t want to get up. I woke up a couple of hours later with my arm killing me. I had to get up. I decided I wanted oatmeal to eat with my coffee. It was cold out on the porch where the oatmeal was. My mother was yelling at me to shut the door.
I brushed my teeth and shaved after I had breakfast. I went up to my room not realizing I left my phone in the kitchen. Rats! I went back downstairs to get it. I turned on my music player so I could listen to Taylor. I have been listening to her all week. I really love the new songs.
Hard to believe November is almost over with. Next week is Turkey Day. I cannot wait. It is my favorite holiday. I am grateful I have another year with my mother, even though she drives me crazy. I plan on making butternut squash. I would love to make my pumpkin poke cake but I would be the only one to eat it. And it takes up too much room in the fridge because it needs to be there. My cousin said she will be making a pumpkin bread and will be sharing some with me. I love pumpkin bread. I get it from Starbucks every time I get a drink there.
I need to put some heat on my arm today. I don’t know what else to do for it. I just made another cup of coffee while I was in the kitchen. My mother needed her glasses. I gave them to her while it was brewing. I really don’t know what I want to do today. My psychiatrist encouraged me to write my trans memoir but I don’t know what to write about anymore. I think I am up to thirty pages or so. I just don’t know where to go. I should read it and maybe write more on something. I don’t have chapters or anything. It is all in one document things that I thought to write like how I came out and stuff with my mother accepting me, the misgendering. I included some blogs that I wrote about transgender. I might look in my “don’t call me daughter” blogs and see if I should add another one. Trouble is some of the blogs start off with transgender stuff and then I get off tangent.