Lot of walking going around in circles
I got up early and had my coffee. The puppy had a mess in the kitchen so I cleaned it up. I let her out for the sunshine even though when I went out there, it started to get cloudy. Rain was in the forecast but I wasn’t sure when it would be. I had a couple of hours before I had to leave the house.
I played with the puppy for about an hour. She wanted attention like no one gives her any. She kept going to the top of the stairs and then the back door for whatever reason and then came into the bedroom. She did this a few times. I don’t know what she was hearing. But then my niece came and took her for a walk. I went upstairs to my room.
I got dressed and then got my stuff together. I grabbed a recycled bag as I planned on going grocery shopping after my appt with the DMH worker. It was a nice day as I headed out even though the pollen count was high again. I waited for the bus and then the train. It was quick. I had about an hour to kill before my appt. I decided to go to the Verizon store to see if they could help me connect my acct to the app but there was just one guy there and he needed the other guy to help him. He told me to go to another store in downtown Boston to get it done. He also wanted me to switch to Verizon wireless. No thanks. I went across the street to Starbucks where they made my drink wrong but I got a reusable cup. I had one but someone got rid of the straw and lid on it so I have a new one now.
I told my DMH worker I was having surgery on Mon. She wants me to text her afterwards to let her know how I am doing. We set up a time in three weeks but I told her I might not be up and running by then. After the appt I went to the grocery store. They didn’t have the burgers I wanted. I was able to get some stuff for my chicken casserole dish but I didn’t have enough cash for everything. I was going around in circles in the store as I was not familiar where things were. I put in a lot of steps today by the time I came home. I thought about picking up my meds but I didn’t want the chicken to go bad being out for more than an hour. I will do that tomorrow.
I came home and was exhausted. I still needed to make dinner. I was kind of hungry. I had made a couple eggs before I got ready but I shared half with the puppy. I made a burger that I took out. I thought about making the chicken but it is too soon. I don’t want it to go bad before next week. I will make it over the weekend. I still need a couple of ingredients to complete the list.
My sister came home and I went downstairs. We had dinner. Then bitch came home and we got into an argument. Started when my sister said that her daughter needs to clean her room which bitch then said Mr. G needs to do the same. She kept on saying she will give me a box and a trash bag. I told her to fuck the box. She got me so mad. She said she wasn’t going to help me when she has the rest of the house. Then she asked why I couldn’t get someone to help me. I told her that I couldn’t get help with abled bodied people. She said to tell them that the other people in the house work. Obviously, she doesn’t understand abled bodied. Fucking idiot. I got so fucking mad I could feel my blood pressure rise. I had to leave. I grabbed the few things my sister gave me that I needed for Sunday and left. I am so aggravated. She just thinks she is right and I am wrong. And she has this smug attitude that I just want to slap silly.
I am going to bed early tonight because I got to pick up my meds tomorrow and the last few ingredients for the casserole. Maybe I will get a chapter or two of Finlay in as well (book I am reading).
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