Another sad day

My mother is having a bad day. It is hard seeing her in a lot of pain. I feel bad and sad. I listened to the game. It helped but I missed the walk off as I was helping my sister with my mother. I can’t believe they are having 9 inning games at Spring Training. Usually they have just 7 innings. I am happy because that means more baseball.

I slept through the night. I woke up around 9 to pee and was up but I stayed in bed. I had my coffee and then I made some veggies before they went bad. I overcooked the broccoli because I wasn’t keeping an eye on it. Oh well. My mother likes it mushy anyways. My sister made eggplant so had some of it. It was good.

I got to be up early tomorrow before it gets bad out as we are in a winter advisory right now. I got to get my meds before I run out. That’s if I can get up in the morning. So hard. I love sleeping in.

It has been a week since I left the house. Just don’t feel like going out. I’d rather stay in my room. I finally connected to a couple of FTM support groups on Facebook. It is helping. I also sent a message to my crps support group as it has been a long while since I last posted.

I am tired. Always have no energy day in and day out. Depression sucks. I sent an update email to my psych. I hadn’t written to her in a while. I still need to shower. Maybe I will now that my mother is sleeping.

any thoughts?

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