Drinking a lot of water today
The temps are high and it is muggy. I hate summer so much. It is only a few days into the season and I am melting today. I had two cups of hot coffee as I didn’t want to make it iced. I checked media until I finished my second cup and then retreated to my room to listen to the ballgame. My Sox are losing right now. I had to stop listening because the announcer was pissing me off. UGH
I sent an email reply to my advisor as I need to come up with a plan to get on track with my degree. I think I am in academic probation as I can’t get financial aid. I dropped a class as I think I am going to be taking just one class if I don’t get aid. I am meeting with her tomorrow. I told her my name has changed and added my pronouns to my signature on both my university email and personal. I wanted to do the appeal today but I need a plan from my advisor in order to complete it.
I woke up around 0400. I had to pee and I was awake. It was so hard trying to get back to sleep that I don’t think I did till after 1000. I should have just gotten up but I was so hot I didn’t want to. My right foot was hurting me so I took a pain med. Now, around twelve hours later, my left CRPS foot is flaring up. Just a bunch of nerve pain. Hate when it starts before 1800 as I usually am in pain the rest of the night. Thunderstorms just started so that is probably why. I hope it cools down some. I need to clear my AC so my brother in law can put it in the window. I have clutter the space while clearing another area of my room. I have no idea where to put the things that are blocking it. I wish I had another wardrobe to put my clothes in. I really need one but that requires decluttering more space.
I haven’t let my therapist know I am not going in the hospital tomorrow. I really don’t want to talk to her this week. I don’t know how successful I will be in not talking to her. I have an appointment with her Tues but I am not going to keep it. I just don’t feel like having therapy this week.
I am tired. I have been up for a few hours. I know I am bored. I should clear my bed so I can change the bedding. For the most part, I have kept up with putting my recycle in a bag rather than have it accumulate on my bed. I just have to clear the corner that likes to collect stuff and then my “office” space, which isn’t bad, considering. Just old mail has piled up rather than notebooks. I think most of it can be recycled. I don’t think I need to keep any of it.
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