Muggy and sticky
The temps are in the 70s but the humidity is in the 80s. I wasn’t feeling well yesterday. My blood pressure was high and I just felt like crap. I was in bed for most of the day. I had a cup of coffee and some pop tarts. I had two cups of coffee today with Belvita cookies. I had to get chocolate ones because they didn’t have golden oat that I love. I like the chocolate but it doesn’t taste like real chocolate. It’s more like cocoa powder. It is not my favorite.
I feel really sad today. It’s my aunt’s birthday. I had planned on going down to celebrate but got struck with overwhelming grief and couldn’t go. I miss my mother so fucking much. It is so painful. I am trying to deal with it. It is so hard. I want to be around my aunt but she can be such a downer and I still remember her how she was the day my mother died. I’ve seen her just once since my mother died. I have texted her more than I have seen her.
I need to do something about my beard and mustache. My mustache hairs keep going in my mouth and beard is just unruly. I need to shower. I just don’t feel well today. I think I am dehydrated as I haven’t been drinking anything but coffee the past two days. I haven’t eaten anything more than pop tarts or cookies. I want to make a burger now that I know how to use the grill but it is rainy today.
Something happened with my new earbuds since the last update on my phone. Only one earbud will connect to the phone. I tried shutting them off and then putting them in the case for a bit. Turning on and then connecting but same result. I cannot get both to connect. So frustrating.
I was going to make a marinara sauce today but it got to be too late. I bought the store brand pasta sauce so I am going to make some spaghetti and have it. I have been craving spaghetti for weeks now. Not sure if I am going to shower today. I have an appointment tomorrow morning for my heel. It keeps vibrating/buzzing and is annoying the fuck out of me. Been going on for a week now.
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