I’m dead, tired that is

I had major broken sleep during the night. I woke you around 7ish to pee and stayed up for a little bit but went back to sleep. I had a headache when I finally got up around 1230/1300. I made coffee and finished the Oreos. My niece and nephew ate most of the family sized package. The cookies have been the only thing I’ve eaten so far today. Not sure if I am going to finish off the Chinese I ordered yesterday or make the steak I bought.

My sister wanted me to photograph the house for the insurance policy. I had to do some errands and when I came home, I was beat. I sat and rested on my bed while listening to Sara Evans. I will be seeing her in two weeks. Can’t wait. I finished the rest of my book and then became a photographer. I took pics of everything and walked around the outside of my house. I forgot the key to the basement so had to go back. I swear the driveway is like a city block. I was so tired and my back was killing me from standing around. I sent my sister the pics as I rested on her sofa. I then climbed two flights of stairs to my room. I was dead. Legs were saying no more and back is still killing me. It feels tight so might have to do some exercises to loosen it up.

Sox played a day game so I have the evening free for reading. Think I’ll read the suicidology book. My new Matt Scudder book won’t be in till next week. I also ordered another suicidology book. My library is expanding. Wish my book space would. I have two stacks on my desk of mostly read books. The books I plan on donating to the Transgender Program have come in. I plan on bringing them in some time next week.

I’ve been anxious most of the day and I don’t know why. I might take some Ativan. I’m trying not to take a nap as it just messes up my sleep. Ankle got flared yesterday when I showered. Today it flared after all the walking I did. Right now it is barking. I want to grill the steak. But I don’t want to move right now. Maybe will grill it tomorrow after I get my haircut. Yes, that sounds like a plan. I’ll just have the leftover Chinese food.

any thoughts?