done with psych, at least for today

Done with psych, for today anyway

I finally finished chapter 6. I reviewed the slides to see what I had to remember about schizophrenia and ASD, which was interesting to learn about their learning impairments. I had my meeting with the TA this morning despite almost missing her. Thankfully she had time after her hours to see me. I had another rough night sleeping. I had slept for about three hours and then woke up kind of hungry and wicked thirsty. I was also sweating. I drank like a bottle of Powerade. I couldn’t go back to sleep because I knew I would have to pee so I read for an hour. For some reason, I find that my midnight readings get remembered better than my day time readings. I didn’t want to open my laptop for the Anthro readings. I will spend time reading tomorrow. I have no idea what I was supposed to read and frankly, I don’t care anymore. The professor has had a month with exam 1 and still hasn’t posted grades for it. This class is a joke. I wish I could drop it but that would mean having to take a similar class to meet my requirements and I am too stubborn and invested to do so.

So I took my self-assessment for chapt 6 and it is already graded. I feel better about knowing the confusing terms. I am done with psych, for now. Tomorrow will try and tackle Anthro even though I know I will be spending three freaking hours reading just one article.

I had a headache last night and it continued when I woke up today. My blood pressure is still slightly elevated. I am still waiting to hear back from either the NP or my PCP about it. I don’t know if this headache is sinuses, stress headache, or allergies. What really sucks is I am out of my allergy meds until I order it next week. I hope the pollen doesn’t explode until I get it. If I order on Mon when I get paid, I hope to get it by Wed. I have a lot of stuff to order on Amazon as I am low on my stuff. I meant to order them last month but forgot. I also plan on ordering a cold cut calzone because I have been fucking craving one for a while now and need it.

I am so fucking tired and no matter how many times I laid down today, I couldn’t even doze off. I had to go to the bathroom within 10 mins. Stupid bladder. I’m so sick of being up all night and being tired during the day. I maybe got another three hours of sleep as I didn’t go back to sleep till my sister left for work this morning. My med alarm went off and I wanted to throw my phone against the wall. I thought I would hear my phone go off for email but something is delaying new email from coming through my notifications. I don’t know what that is. I changed the settings and it made it worse. I am going to try and have a 10pm bed time tonight and see if I can sleep through. I will not be happy if I wake up again. I am starting to really get cranky and annoyed at small things. My sister came home from work and was so fucking loud. She was like an elephant in the house. It just irked me so much. I know it is because of this fucking headache. I am just sensitive to things. Not sure if this is a migraine or not. I never really know and I don’t want to take my migraine med unless I know for sure.