up early for a Wednesday

Up early on a Wednesday

I woke up around 3 to pee and I haven’t been able to get back to sleep. My check came in so I paid some bills. The rest will be on billpay. I ordered groceries for this afternoon.

I had my exam yesterday. I immediately had doubts about it and was hoping the question I skipped I went back to. I don’t remember if I did or not. Ugh. Fucking anxiety before and after sucks. I had wanted to start chapter 7 but I got tired. I was up early yesterday morning studying. I don’t think I did well. There were a few students who made up the quiz. I am hoping once they have been resulted we get a curve on it.

I sent a message to my therapist asking her if I could see her despite not knowing what I was doing and she said yes. I meet with her today at noon. I have a webinar this afternoon and hope my groceries get delivered afterwards.

I plan on mixing up my studying today. I will read some Anthro and some psych. I am hoping I can get through the Anthro readings without a problem. Test is next week and I still have no idea what I am doing.

It’s now evening and I haven’t done shit. I tried to sleep after therapy but couldn’t. Therapy went well. We worked on my anxiety and I wrote some stuff down. It really helped. I am so fricken tired. I am going to finish reading the lobbyist article after I write this blog. The Anthro professor sent an email saying grades would be available for exam 1 but it still isn’t posted. We also have the option of reviewing our exam but I don’t see that option either. He really is an asshole. Just give me my damn grade. I have waited long enough.

My groceries just came a little while ago. My niece’s boyfriend helped bringing them up. I bought a lot of food in addition to my Gatorade. I might have to go to another store to get Powerade as Peapod didn’t have the flavor I like. Easter is this weekend and I bought butternut squash as I wanted it. I am usually the only one who eats it. I also bought a small expensive bag of red potatoes. It wasn’t even a full bag. I am so disappointed. And the asparagus isn’t thin. It is regular size, which I was afraid of. It will still be good. They just take a little longer to cook.

I need to shower because I stink. I also need a haircut but my barber isn’t in the shop till Saturday. I have no idea what to do with the top as it has become thin like the rest of it. I want to get a whiffle but I have a wedding to go to in Oct and I am not wanting my hair to be all porcupiny. I would have to get a cut right before the wedding to keep it neat. I can manage it when it is short but I hate it when it grows out. It always looks like I put my finger in a socket.