migraine Friday

Migraine Friday

I slept a few hours and then was up a couple of hours. I finally got back to sleep maybe around 4ish am. Then I had dreams that gave me headaches. I woke up with one so bad I thought my head was going to explode. I couldn’t move it hurt so bad. I had a difficult time getting to sleep as my CRPS ankle flared up about twenty minutes after I laid down. I was in so much pain. It continued to today. I have managed to get around the house but going out wasn’t happening. I had my meeting with Mass Rehab. They are going to help me finish my degree. I need to give them some documents to help with financial stuff.

After the meeting, I completely ran out of gas and had to lay down. I had a headache and was just so tired. I rested but didn’t sleep. Damn phone kept going off, scaring the crap out of me. I swear hit my ceiling a few times. I kept going over my finances and things I need to do. It is a lot. Then I got anxiety and well, I couldn’t sleep after that. I got up feeling so awful. I made another cup of coffee and then some burgers as I hadn’t eaten anything. I felt a little better after eating but I so feel like I can go to sleep now. I need to take a shower. I managed to brush my teeth and shave my head before the meeting. I will probably feel a little better once I shower.

PT called today, finally. My doctor put the order wrong so I had to send a message for them to fix it. I called them and they aren’t booking until Sept. JFC. My sprain has been hurting every so often so I guess it is still healing. It doesn’t give me the constant every day pain I have been having.

I tried filling out a form for therapy that is west of Boston but I couldn’t do it so I called the intake line except they don’t do intakes over the phone. Why they are called intake I have no idea. Anyway because they are so west of me, I am not in their catchment area. They referred me to Cambridge. They don’t take my insurance and the copay will be higher so I am not calling them. I messaged my psychiatrist and am waiting to see what he says. I see him next week so it might be then that he responds. I knew it was going to be difficult finding a new therapist.

I just got an email from UMB financial aid that says my appeal has been approved for one semester. It contradicts an email I got last week saying my appeal was not successful. I don’t know or care, really. I am going to pay for the one class I am taking. I dropped one class as I couldn’t afford two. Damn assholes are playing with me and I don’t like it. I am going to study really hard this semester. I got to do this. And I know the course is going to be difficult. Just wish I didn’t get brain fog when I am tired. Physically going to campus always tires me out before I get to class. It is the same time as my class last semester and in the same building but a different classroom. I don’t know if there will be a lot of students or not. It is a 300 level class. I don’t know the professor. The department has changed.