A much cooler day
It’s been in the 60s most of the day today and it has been so nice. I didn’t do anything today. I tried to get going but after I had my coffee, I got a headache and just didn’t feel like going out. I got the mother of a toothache going on right now. I don’t know what set it off. I woke up with it hurting. I took some pain meds and ibuprofen to calm it down.
I am not really hungry today. I had waffles with my coffee and that has been the only thing I have eaten today, aside from the ice cream I devoured for my dinner. I am fucking pissed someone ate one of my pints. I found it half eaten in the freezer. Asshole.
I have been in a mood all day. I have been fighting the urge to sleep. I just want to lay down. I am supposed to see my DMH worker tomorrow. I hope I end up leaving the house rather than having a phone conversation. The social worker at the hospital said my insurance doesn’t cover partial hospital, only inpatient. I guess I am not going to a partial program then. I don’t want to be admitted. I don’t see a reason to be admitted as I am not suicidal. I just need some contact with a MHP that is a little frequent because I am struggling with the depression.
I am struggling with getting my thoughts today. I keep zoning out. I slept pretty well despite waking up at 230 to pee. I went back to sleep though until I had to pee again at 730. I should have stayed up but went back to sleep and I think that was a mistake. I got to leave the house by 1 tomorrow. I am not sure if I will go on the Orange line or take the green line in. will depend on my mood.
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