Saturday Blog 10082024
The midnight demon strikes again! I was up between 2 and 4. I had to use the bathroom and I couldn’t go back to sleep. I read for an hour. I contemplated just staying up but then the Ativan kicked in and I was able to get back to sleep. I woke up with my med alarm at 8 and been up since. I had some weird dreams. I had a headache this morning but it was due to sinuses. I took some Sudafed. I also had taken a gaba as I was having pins and needles on my head. I feel kind of foggy today because of it.
I wanted to go to Starbucks today but I just couldn’t get going. It is really hot outside and humid. I decided I would read my textbook in my room but haven’t made time for it yet. Game is on in an hour so maybe afterwards I will read a chapter.
My sister was having coffee and told me to come down. I was having my third cup and went down. She was doing stuff for the bridal shower. I had finished my cup and decided to have another one. I had my sister’s coffee that had an espresso roast. It got me wired. I am so awake from it. My head is buzzing so bad. We had something to eat and then I went upstairs. I just realized I forgot my half and half there. I will get it tomorrow, unless my bro in law brings it up. I asked him to take me to the grocery store tomorrow as I need more. I also want to get the ingredients for Shepard’s pie. Just found out by my sister, my bro in law doesn’t know the area so I will be taking a cab there tomorrow. I might go by T and then take a cab home as Sunday buses will be few and far in between. It’s going to be another hot day and I don’t want to be out long with a carton of half and half and other perishables.
I had half a sandwich at my sister’s and now I am hungry again. Damn gaba is increasing my appetite. Tomorrow we will be going to brunch for my niece’s fiancé birthday. It’s my only chance to see her. I haven’t seen her in a couple of weeks. I miss her. I have to get up and pretend to be a morning person. This is going to be hard. Hopefully after I have a coffee I will be pleasant.
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