it’s Friday 06092024

It’s Friday 06092024

I got up early. I had an appointment at Walgreens to have my flu and covid vaccine. I made some oatmeal. I had bought store brand because they didn’t have Quaker and it wasn’t the same. I had a cup of coffee and then had to get dressed. Someone was in the bathroom so I couldn’t brush my teeth. I still need to shave and shower so will do that later. It takes me so long to motivate myself to shower. I hate it. When I am in the shower, it doesn’t feel like a chore and I wash up and rinse off fairly quickly. But then I need to rest afterwards and feel so tired. That is what I hate. I don’t feel refreshed like I used to feel.

The shots went ok. It didn’t hurt like last year. I hope I don’t get sick from them. I have the weekend to recover if I do. I am roasting the zucchini that I bought for lunch. My sister threw out the pizza that I made the other night and I am so mad. I hate when she doesn’t mind her business. Now I want pizza. I just don’t want to make a whole one, though. I wish I had hot dogs. I am in the mood for one. I don’t get my food stamps until next week. I will get them then. I still have baked beans. Unfortunately, I didn’t look at the ounces of the cans and they are the big ass cans. No way I am going to eat the whole thing. I might have them for Sunday when we have the big party for football season. My brother in law is having a thing.

I had some weird dreams and thankfully, no headaches. I dreamt I was going camping and made a few dishes and desserts for it. I was in my apartment when I first moved to this city. It was weird because then I was in class and the professor asked me how I was feeling. I said a mix of emotion as I was going camping and make some chocolate dessert or something like that. It got her interested and then I woke up right before my alarm went off. I did wake up during the night. Good old 3am hour. I read for a bit. I have five chapters left in Moby Dick. I wish they would find this whale already, lol. They are close to it.

I am trying not to lay back down and rest. I am running out of gas though. I am not sure what I am going to do today. I need to read a couple chapters in my textbook. I also want to start the library book that I checked out the other day. I am still waiting to hear back from my pcp about my blood work results. I might now hear back today. I have a meeting with the social worker this afternoon. I am glad because my mood has been bad the past couple of days.