slept in late

Slept in late

I completed all my school work last night. I got a 10/10 on the quiz, though it took me a few tries. I had such a headache last night. Nothing was working. The ibuprofen didn’t even touch it. I was so tired. I really didn’t have anything to do today. I slept till 430pm. I still woke up with a headache. This makes day 6 in a row that I have had a migraine or a headache. I got up and had something to eat and then had a cup of coffee with a muffin. My sister made some soup but it wasn’t ready yet. My brother in law brought up her hutch. She moved some stuff in it. I have no idea what it is in it. She said some baking stuff is in it. And she moved the Tupperware stuff to another cabinet.

I feel so tired and depressed. I have been feeling like I don’t want to be around anymore. I don’t feel suicidal. I just don’t want to exist. I just feel so down. The headaches are becoming so chronic. Hopefully one of my doctors gets back to me tomorrow. I have a busy next couple of weeks with school. I need to study for my exam and this depression is making every thing harder than it should be. I seriously thought about going to the ED last night but what were they going to do other than just give me meds and fluids?

I put my sound machine on last night to help me sleep. It helps. I am still fricken tired despite sleeping all night. My head hurts so much. Nothing works anymore. I am so frustrated. I am going to bed.