was any of it true

Was any of it true

I slept for a few hours and then was up around 130am and have been up since then. I couldn’t go back to sleep. I tried to settle down but couldn’t. I went to my appointment and was a little late. I left the house kind of late as I couldn’t get going. I took a cab to the Square as I wanted Starbucks. Luckily there was a fifteen minute grace period and I was just ten minutes late. The NP was good. We went over options and decided to increase the Topamax and if that didn’t decrease the amount of headaches/migraines by the time I saw my neuro in Nov, it might be worth switching the preventable injection to something else.

After the appointment, I went to social security. I found out they did change my gender marker for social security but they didn’t change it for my benefits. Now it is changed but it will be a few weeks for it to take effect. I texted my sister and she said that it is a pain in the ass and it is sometimes a two person process unfortunately. It’s done and now I can get my passport done and “real ID”. I got to go to the RMV site and make an appointment again. I don’t know if I have to have newer bills as it has been a few months since I printed it out. I have to look at it as I don’t even remember when I did.

I came home and rested for a little bit. I was tired and hungry. I waited more than a half hour for the bus home. I should have Ubered home or something. It was my fault as I forgot to change the direction of the bus route and it was the wrong time I was looking at. I checked the pharmacy before the bus came and it wasn’t ready. I still have like three to be filled tomorrow so I will pick up everything tomorrow. I priced what was ready and I nearly died. My blood pressure med and the Topamax alone is $50. Add the Latuda and it’s $75. I still have 5 other meds to get that are anywhere between 2 to thirteen bucks, which means this month’s meds are going to be over $100. I am going to use MassHealth because I can’t afford it. I just got to bring my card to the pharmacy tomorrow before class so that they can redo everything and the med that are to be filled so that after class I can pick them up. I don’t know how much it will cost me but I know it won’t be $100.

I finished off the pizza I bought yesterday. I took down two bags of recycle. I got at least another three in my room. I’ve been eating Reese’s pumpkins. But I am so full of pizza I can’t eat anymore. I plan on watching the Netflix documentary of the 2004 Red Sox. I am probably going to cry all through it. I cried during the trailer. I need to take a shower but I have run out of spoons again. Maybe tomorrow before I leave the house. I will try and get up early.

any thoughts?