you’re a wreck

You’re a wreck

I had a bit of insomnia last night. It took forever for me to get to sleep last night. I had to pee several times and find 50 million positions to get comfortable. I was also wicked thirsty which didn’t help the pee situation. I overslept after I shut off my med alarm. I just couldn’t get up so I didn’t go to class. I went to Starbucks to study and wrote down some pathways. Then I got overwhelmed. All the pathways were similar but like one thing changed. I went back to neurotransmitters and hormones. I wanted to take the quiz but I didn’t. I didn’t know how many times I would have to take it to get 100. It just increased my anxiety. I came home and I had a slight headache. I tried taking a nap but I really couldn’t. I took the quiz and after like five or six attempts and driving myself crazy, I finally passed.

My neuro called the new migraine med in the pharmacy. I finally got a call from the pharmacy as to why they can’t fill it. My insurance said they already did. Ok. I had to call my insurance. I had to be on hold for a bit and they approved it. I called the pharmacy back and they filled it. Then I left Starbucks to pick it up. I then took the bus to the other pharmacy to get my Nyquil. I had to make a stop before going home. I had to pee and I just made it home. I have been sneezing all fricken day. I am going to use it tonight.

Tomorrow I am seeing my DMH worker. I am glad because I am kind of nervous with everything. I am especially worried about my sister as she works for the government. The terror begins. I am trying not to let it as I know it really doesn’t start until Jan 20^th. I hope I am in therapy by then.