Just breathe just relax it’ll be okay
I woke up in the middle of the night sneezing my head off. I also woke up feeling wicked thirsty, which lead to me needing to pee. I had some weird dreams. I dreamt I was working at a day care and kids were on top of me, trying to get something that was attached to me. Another staff member tried to help but couldn’t get the kid off me. I woke up with a vicious headache. Luckily it went away. I stayed up for a bit, not sure if I should stay up or go back to sleep. I ended up going back to sleep for a little bit. My sister woke me up as she is never quiet. I took my meds and then got some clothes together to take a shower. I figure I have some coffee and then shower, which I did. It was hard moving after the shower. I just wanted to stay in bed.
I went to Starbucks and had something to eat before going to campus. It was a nice day but cold. I think I got a cold so wore a mask so I didn’t infect anyone. It affected my walking though. I was out of breath a lot quicker. On the way home I had an anxiety attack. During class the professor went over the syllabus again. She reviews it like every class. She gave us the option of having the 3rd exam being 30% of our grade and skipping the paper or keeping things as is. She also went over the paper guidelines. It sounds easy but I know I am going to have a hard time writing it. It needs to be a minimum of four pages, double spaced. I have more than enough citations for it so I don’t need anymore. I left class with a feeling of dread. I have to redo a little part of the video for the group. I have no idea what part so I am just going to redo the entire thing over and do it in 30 min segments to send it off or maybe 1 min segments. I think that will be better so I can email it to the tech guy in the group. I can’t wait to get this project done. We got the deadline extended. We are mostly done compared to the rest of the class. There is a handout to be done. I am not worried about it, yet. I just want to have ramen noodles and read Finlay Donovan. I got the spicy noodles to clear out my sinuses.
Tomorrow is my sister’s birthday which will be the end of birthday week! We will be going to a Mexican restaurant that we love that is closing. I will miss their nachos.