Manic Monday

Manic Monday

I’ve been up since before six. My sister got up and forgot to shut the light in the hall. Or maybe daylight was already breaking. I don’t know. I couldn’t go back to sleep. I got up when she went downstairs the second time. I knew she would be having something to eat before leaving for work. I took my meds and checked my messages. I still had the do not disturb on so could only check those that had the notifications on the icon. I didn’t want to get up for coffee just yet. I had a slight headache. I checked my email and did some laptop stuff. The professor hasn’t graded the exam yet. There also isn’t a new folder for this week.

After doing that, I went to have my coffee. It was nice but cold out. I got a message on Facebook saying there was going to be shuttle busses on the red line and it put me in a bad mood. I will have to leave early tomorrow as the stupid T has the buses in the middle of the line and right before the campus. Then it will extend on the 24th but I don’t know if that is just that day or what. I ordered lunch and then my headache sort of went away but then came back fiercely while I was reading the article for my paper. I couldn’t read anymore. It was a lot of information and I kept having to move my head to adjust my eyes with my glasses to see the paper on my laptop. It’s a 32 page paper. I am only on page 12. I wanted to shower today but haven’t been able to just yet. I think a nice hot shower is what my neck needs. It has been so sore lately. I think I am on my phone too much.

I called the pharmacy for my migraine med. They finally have it in stock but it won’t be ready till like 6pm. I will get it tomorrow after class. I have such pressure in my head. I took some flonase to try and ease it and it helped but now the pressure is back. My head hurts so much. I just want to cry. It’s been four days now I have had a headache. I am late in taking the migraine med. I hate this shit. I feel like I can’t do anything. Everything is so hard when you got a headache. Really hoping a shower makes me feel better. At least I will be clean.

any thoughts?