moment i knew

The moment I knew

My sister and I woke up around the same time to pee. I waited for her to go and then I went. I tried to go back to sleep and couldn’t so I worked on my paper. I finally started the thing at like 5 this morning. I wanted coffee but it was too early to go to my sister’s apartment. I wasn’t sure I was writing anything good. And then my sources ran out and I didn’t know what else to write. I only had read a few papers. I read one paper today that I will go on about as it is important. I would have written more but I got a wicked headache/migraine and that ended things. It seems around late afternoon, the headaches start. I don’t know if it is because I need food or I am tired or what.

My niece was baking things so I went downstairs to see her. My sister was doing stuff, too. Making weird stuff. I haven’t quite decided what to wear tomorrow. I think I am going to wear sweatpants. I thought about just wearing my pajamas so I wouldn’t have to change. But I won’t. I wouldn’t feel comfortable doing so, even though it is my aunt’s house.

Yesterday, I got the new migraine med. It was two shot and they both hurt. I don’t know how far apart the injections need to be. I guess the pharmacy will tell me or I will ask my doc. I think I see the NP next month or later this month. I got a call from the therapy place this morning reminding me I have an appointment on Monday. They used my deadname. I am going to get it fixed on Monday.