Last Saturday Blog of 2024

Last Saturday Blog of 2024

 I got up around 1130 and took my meds. I had weird dreams throughout the night. I woke up in the middle of the night to pee and had a hard time getting back to sleep. I had some coffee and then my sister asked if I wanted leftovers from Christmas. I asked if there was ham and there was so I went down. I had a few pieces and some quiche. The quiche was very good. Then I came upstairs and had some more coffee.

My sister said she was going to clean the bathroom so after I finished my coffee, I took a shower. I wanted to shave but I was so tired after showering, I left it. I was out of breath and exhausted. I hate when showers make me so tired. It was like I was doing manual labor or something. I rested on my bed for a while. I was thinking about my grades and wondering what my GPA was so I looked it up. It’s now 2.40. I went through my degree audit to see how many classes I need to take. After next semester, I think I will need like six classes to graduate. I am planning on taking a summer class. I might have to take another one the following summer or fall, depending on how I do with the two classes next semester. There are two 400 level classes I need to take for my degree and I know they will require more time than anything. It’s best if I just take them by themselves so I can concentrate just on that class.

I tried to take a nap but couldn’t rest. My sinuses hurt. I left my room and soon as I hit the cool air of the kitchen, I started sneezing like crazy. Even while I was down my sister’s, I was sneezing. I don’t know if I am getting a cold or if it is allergies. My nose is all stuffy. My sister made supper so I went downstairs again. My niece was there so I was happy to see her. I am so full now.

My cousin is going to hopefully come tomorrow and shave the back of my neck as I can’t see what I am doing and I don’t want to cut myself. I need to go to the store and get more Nyquil. I am out. The price has gone up. It’s now almost $14 a bottle. Crazy. Used be able to get two for that price. I still feel depressed. I haven’t done anything to clean my bed or room for that matter. I have no motivation to do it. I keep seeing on Facebook someone’s messy room because they are depressed and then they have a clean room because they got help or a study or whatever. Bullshit. I’ve never had a clean room. I can’t stand it. It’s an organized mess. I know where everything is, unless I forgot where I put something. I hate when I put things “where I’ll remember” because I never do.