I woke up around 4am and couldn’t go back to sleep. Today was payday so I paid my bills and ordered stuff I needed. I wanted to go to campus to get my books but think I’ll do that on Mon. I ordered my textbook. There is just one and it comes in two formats. Still cost a lot. I have to get the vocabulary thing in person as it wasn’t on the order page. I had one cup of coffee. Around 11 my DMH worker called me to check in. I was resting. We talked for a bit and i felt better afterwards. I still took a nap, for two hours. I woke up to a weird noise in the house.
I got up and didn’t want to do a damn thing. I haven’t shaved or brushed my teeth yet. I had to get my meds. I checked the messages on my phone and got dressed. I picked up my meds and as today was trash day, I put back the bins. I walked up and down the driveway three times and became wicked out of breath. I’m still wheezing. I drank some water and tried to not freak out. I hate being out of breath. It was cold and windy so I think that is why I am wheezing. I see my pcp in two weeks, well more like a little more than a week. Hope she has some suggestions. My weight is up but not as bad as I was expecting. I’ve been overeating lately.
I made another cup of coffee and ordered a salad with steak tips. Tomorrow is my niece’s birthday and we are going out for breakfast. I looked at the menu and they don’t have too many breakfast choices. Mostly have burgers. Idk. Hopefully it will be good. I’ve never been there before.
Tonight I’m going to finish Suicidal Mind so tomorrow I can start Finlay Donovan. I will have just a week to read it as it’s due the 13th. It might be a while till I get to the 4th book.
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