Adventures of this Bostonian

Since Friday, I’ve been experiencing chest pain. It was my usual stuff and I wasn’t worried about it but I also wasn’t taking meds for it like I should have. I got a massive cramp under my rib cage and that just made my chest way worse. It felt really heavy and the pain was now crushing. I called an ambulance after failing to find someone to take me to the T or hospital. I was in the ED a few hours. I had bloodwork and tests done. All were negative but none explained the pain. I was discharged home to follow up with my pcp.

I wrote a note before going to bed telling them I was in the ED. I woke up around 10. Someone from the hospital was calling but I was too groggy to answer the phone. It was my pcp’s office. I called back and we talked. I felt ok but a few hours later I sneezed and that made everything worse again. I had heaviness in my chest and I wasn’t sure if it was physical or mental. I’ve been feeling really depressed all day.

I tried doing school work but just couldn’t get into it. My paper is supposed to be graded today but I haven’t found where it will be. I’m so behind in the reading and I am not liking this book at all. It’s like reading Uncle Tom’s cabin.

I am really not feeling well. All weekend I was pretty much in bed. I slept pretty late. I had a busy week. This week is busy too. I have 5 appts. 3 on Wed and 2 on Fri. It was raining today so I didn’t go out. I have to pick up my meds tomorrow. I am almost out of depakote. Also need to pick up a book I ordered.

I have been fighting a nap the last two hours. I just feel like shit. It’s been warm so I’ve been wearing shorts. Also been hella windy. My hat nearly blew off my head the other day. Crazy weather.

any thoughts?