Exam and stuff
I passed my exam. I am so happy. It is the only high mark of the semester. The professor thinks I will be able to pass as I am doing better in everything else. I hope so. I am nervous though.
I couldn’t get myself to leave the house today. I just felt so damn depressed. Then I read the news today and I just want to fucking die. The country has really turned into a white supremist state and now the stupid republicans have voted to deport US citizens. I don’t want to live any more. Once the semester is over, I am going to end things. I don’t care. I don’t know when I will do this. The psychache is so intolerable.
It was cold today. Temp dropped by ten degrees. I didn’t leave the house. I just stayed in bed most of the day. I tried to sleep but I couldn’t. I am going to read my book tonight. Game is on but I am not really interested in listening. I will just keep track of the score. My allergies have been bad today. Last night they were too and I had to take an extra Allegra. I hate spring.
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