behind your walls

Behind your walls

I woke up in the middle of the night with my chest muscles hurting. I had been in the same position for several hours and it was not happy. I tried stretching it out and that made things worse. I was in so much pain.

I didn’t shower today. I didn’t get up till around 3pm or so. I had something to eat and then I did my Italian exam. I still need to do the homework. But I will do that tomorrow, unless I get some energy later tonight. I need to shave, too.

I went out to dinner with my sisters. It was nice. My younger sister is going to FL tomorrow for Mother’s day weekend. It will be warmer than here. We have a cold rain going on. I didn’t go out today to get my half and half. I will go tomorrow.

I am so tired. I have only been up a few hours. I hate when I get like this. I feel really depressed. I miss my mother. I had so many dreams about her this week. Sucks this weekend is Mother’s day. I think I will stay off social media as much as possible that day so I don’t have to deal with it.

any thoughts?