Finally showered
I got up wicked late today. My med alarm went off at nine and I couldn’t get up. I had a decent sleep. I don’t remember if I got up to pee in the middle of the night. If I did, I went back to sleep after. I got up around 2 and had two cups of coffee. I didn’t eat anything. I wasn’t hungry yet.
I decided I had to do something about my mustache. But I had to get through my Italian. I did my Italian and then I was starving. It was around 5pm. I had some rotisserie chicken with some dressing. It was good. Then I used the bathroom. I trimmed my mustache and got in the shower. My sister came home from the cemetery. Bitch put on the cold vent and I froze. I had the hot water the perfect temp so it was hard to get out. I usually just take a quick shower but it had been so long since I last took one, I took my time.
I was out of breath and tired afterwards. But other than reading the last chapter in my book, I am pretty much caught up with homework. Tomorrow there will be more. I don’t know how much more. I know there is a quiz. I will work on it Thursday. Can’t believe the semester is finally over.
It’s been a hard day. I hate today more than any other holiday. I hated it before but now I triple hate it. Just sucks. I am so depressed. I am functioning but I am not. I am not taking care of myself. I am just eating and sleeping. I went almost two weeks without a shower. I went almost four days without brushing my teeth. I just couldn’t be bothered. I haven’t shaved so my goatee is messed up and my hair is too long to shave now. I will have to buzz it. I didn’t have time to do any of this because I knew if I did I probably wouldn’t shower. I just kept putting it off. I hate myself for doing it.
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