Nor’easter and headaches don’t mix

Nor’easter and headaches don’t mix

I have had a headache for two days now. Nothing is helping. Yesterday I got a migraine and took something and I think I did today too. I don’t remember. The headache is making me so tired. I got some stuff done today. I washed the clothes I’ve been wearing all semester and emptied the dishwasher. It killed my back.

I think tomorrow I am going to pack a bag and next week get admitted. Today the house passed a bill that is not only banning trans care for Medicaid, but also bans it from the ACA, I will die without my hormones. I don’t have anything producing sex hormones right now so need the testosterone. The bill also cuts Medicaid and Medicare as well as food stamps, all giving the tax cut to the damn billionaires. So they get richer, we get poorer. Fair system. NOT.

My DMH worker is clueless about trans care. I don’t think she gets it at all. I texted my therapist but she didn’t respond. I talk to her tomorrow anyways. I had started a supplement for migraines but now I think I might have to stop it as my liver enzymes are up. My neuro is going to check them in a few weeks and I need to make sure I am hydrated. That is always difficult for me as I don’t drink during the day and I am out of my Powerade.

I am craving a fucking burger so damn bad. I must be anemic or something. I hope I get paid tomorrow or I will be fucking screwed with my bill pay as Monday is a holiday and Saturday my bank doesn’t process deposits. I have bills going out on the 26^th but I didn’t realize it was a holiday when I made those plans. I had burritos tonight for dinner. I got to brush my teeth as I got food stuck in my broken tooth. I meant to do it before coming up to my room but forgot. Sometimes I just want to sit on my bed after sitting in a chair for a bit. I need my legs up. My niece put the heat on so my room isn’t 57 degrees anymore. My bitch sister hasn’t come home yet. I don’t know what is wrong with her, she has been quiet lately. Yesterday she came home from work and just went to her room without saying anything to anyone. But both of my sisters still get their periods and it is rough on them so maybe that is why.

I was hoping to do some reading today but my head hurts too much. I found out I got an A in my English class. Italian is still pending. I am so happy I got an A. I got to call my psychiatrist’s office tomorrow. I just realized I never made a follow up appt with him. So many appts I need to make. I hate making phone calls. I did make the one phone call to the billing of my therapist’s office. Until they change my name, I am not paying them. Also need to find out why some copays are like $5 and others are $15. Like, it was this year, why the difference? I hate insurances but it is so needed. I honestly think copays are ridiculous as you are already paying for the insurance. Why do you need to pay more for visits, to actually use your plan??