I was up in the middle of the night. I tried going back to sleep but couldn’t until dawn. I played my game. I didn’t feel like reading.
I finally got up around 11 and made something to eat. I was hungry during the night but didn’t want to get up and make something. I had one cup of coffee because I didn’t have enough half and half. I didn’t feel like leaving the house today.
Tomorrow I am meeting my friend and her kids. We are going to a French place in the next town over from me. I haven’t seen them in a long time. I’ve missed them so much.
I got a migraine forming. I still feel like shit. Just my head feels weird. I was getting those zaps in my head as I was trying to go back to sleep. I am wicked tired. I have decided to go in the hosp Wed morning. I think I’ll take a cab so I don’t have to struggle with my bags. I packed on for clothes. I just got to do my toiletry bag and then some notebooks and reading stuff. I would bring my Kindle but it’s dead. It’s got a few books on it that I was to read. I got to get a tablet or a new Kindle to replace it.
My sister is making her fig and procutto thing. I love it. I hope I can have some. My sister washed the lining of the shower curtain and I tried to hang it back up as I need to shower but I was too short. I couldn’t reach the hooks. My niece had to do it.
I sent a message to my psychiatrist saying I was going in. He just messaged me back. I can text my therapist Thursday when she is back in the office. Depending where I go, I might not have access to my phone, at least for the 1st 24 hrs. I’ve never gone in on a Wed so I don’t know what the wait will be like and this is a holiday weekend so discharges might be in my favor. We’ll see.
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