wired for sound

Wired for sound

I didn’t want to get up today. I had woken up to pee but didn’t get up right away. I finally did around 0730. When I came back to my room, I took my meds and tried to go back to sleep. My sister texted me about 1115 for coffee and then I got up. I made a cup and went downstairs. We talked for a bit. Then she had to get ready for lunch with my aunt so I went back upstairs.

I had another cup of coffee and then I took a shower. No one was home so I just wrapped the towel around me and went to my room. I didn’t want to do anything but I had dinner plans with my friend. I had to leave close to when the bus got here and because it is Sunday, I had to catch it or wait an hour for the next one. I timed it perfectly.

Dinner was very good. I had a latte and it was so strong. I forget that restaurants don’t make it like Starbucks. I am now wired for sound. My friend drove me home as I knew the bus wasn’t going to come for a while and I didn’t want to wait an hour.

I did my meds when I came home. I am out of my stomach pill but it doesn’t matter as I will be in the hospital. I am also out of my blood pressure pill. I will get them on Tues. It was close to my med time so I took my night meds. I am kind of tired despite the espresso waking my brain up. I don’t think I can sleep though. I got such a headache. This is day fucking five. I wore my mask when I was with my friend because I am not feeling great. I don’t know why I feel like shit. I don’t know if it is the depression or something else. I got one more day of taking this antibiotic so maybe that is why I feel so crummy. I hope it’s not because my liver function tests are a little high for some reason. I have stopped taking the supplement mostly because I will be in the hospital this week. I am still taking magnesium so I don’t get cramps.

any thoughts?