Treatment options

I woke up kind of groggy. Don’t know if it was from the new med or not. I still had weird dreams. I dreamt about the puppy. I came home and she went bananas. I picked her up to hold her. It was a nice dream.

I met with the attending psychiatrist. He had some questions for me about ketamine. He is on the fence because I have a psychotic depression. He is going to talk to his colleagues tomorrow afternoon and make a decision. I’ll find out Friday. My only other option would be ECT and I don’t want to have it because of memory issues. They keep saying it’s minimal and temporary but I seen someone on it on the unit and he struggles to find words. I don’t want to lose any memory function.

After a meeting with the psychologist, I tried to nap but my phone or rather my fitbit kept going off. I got a weird text message from someone and I am not calling that person back. No idea who she/he is.

No idea what I ate but my gallstones are flared up. I didn’t have anything fried or cheesy. I’ll be going to bed soon.

any thoughts?