these speakers on ten

These speakers on ten

I had a toothache after eating some ice cream and it kept me up. I couldn’t sleep. I finally took some ibuprofen and it calms it down but I was still up. I didn’t fall asleep until after 6am. I don’t know what time I got up. I didn’t have enough half and half for two coffees. I was upset. I took some half and half from my sister downstairs. It is so damn hot in the house. I managed to shave and shower. I then rested for a bit.

I sat in the kitchen and sweated my ass off as I drank my coffee. I had something to eat and decided I wanted pasta salad so made some pasta. I have it cooling off. The puppy just took a big dump in the kitchen and it reeks so I left for my room. I am cooling off as I listen to my country playlist. I feel really bad for some reason. I fear that all this sitting around is going to be detrimental to my health. It’s too hot in the house to walk around and way too hot to go for a walk outside. Tomorrow I need to pick up my meds. It’s going to be 100 degrees. I am going to turn into a raisin.

For the first time since being home, I have thought about ending it again. I didn’t have urges to do so but I thought about it. The heat drives me crazy. I want to escape from it. I hate that I have to stay in my room in order to stay cool. Not looking forward to going out tomorrow but I need to get my meds and do some grocery shopping. One of my meds is currently out of stock. Hope it comes in but I can hold off a day. It’s my migraine med. This week will be two shots, T and migraine med. Fun. The good news is that I can order my groceries and then pick them up. I don’t have to go around the store to get the items I need. That will save some spoons.