heat and me don’t agree

Heat and me don’t agree

I had an awful night sleeping last night. I woke up to pee and then pet the dog for a bit. I couldn’t get back to sleep. I think it was sometime after 6 I finally did and then my med alarm went off. I took my meds and had dreams I was on the Enterprise doing undercover work. I somehow got a second degree burn on my hand (in the dream) and had to go to sickbay. The uniforms were different than in the show or any current show. It had an emblem where the lapels were that stated the person’s rank at the collar. So it had the lapels and this emblem. It was weird.

I got up around 2pm. I had my coffee and a donut. My niece was going to go to the wake services for her boyfriend’s brother. She put the puppy in the crate. Soon as she left, the puppy was barking her head off and crying. I was in the hot kitchen and got a headache from it and the noise. I took her out and she went under the bed. I bought some treats and gave her some but she wouldn’t get out from under the bed.

I had a frozen dinner. I had soda to drink and as the glass fizzed I took a sip only to get the mist on my glasses. I then had a seltzer water. My sister got me into the San Pelligrino with lime. I also bought blood orange and limonata. Soon as the weather is cool, I am going to make my cake with blueberries and put frosting on it this time.

I feel like absolute shit. Tomorrow it’s supposed to be the same bullshit. I ordered some stuff at CVS for school as I just got one of my textbooks. I will go tomorrow to pick it up so I can go to Starbucks. I need to get out of the house. I have an appt with my DMH worker but I don’t think I am going to head into town. It is going to be hot and a chance for storms. This entire week is going to be above 80 and chance of rain or storms. No wonder my fucking head is killing me right now.

Today is national chocolate day so I am going to have Ben and Jerry’s fudge brownie ice cream. I need ice cream and the calories for my damn medicine. Sox are playing tonight against Colorado. I’ll keep track of the score like I usually do.

any thoughts?