Sleepless Friday
I had about two hours sleep yesterday and only got maybe four last night. I woke up around midnight to pee and then I had a sneeze attack that woke me up. I kind of dozed for a little while but I woke up around 5 and I couldn’t go back to sleep because I was in pain. I took my pain meds and I honestly didn’t think I was in that much pain but I was. I felt so much better as my hip didn’t hurt me anymore. I stayed up, playing my game. I briefly got caught up on the dumpster fire called America. I read one article that pissed me off and went off the app. I haven’t gone back to it except to see pet pics.
I managed to brush my teeth, shave my head, and trim my beard and mustache. I didn’t close my mouth while trimming my mustache so got some hair in it. I blew it out and got hair everywhere. I wasn’t happy. I need to shower but I am so damn tired. I feel like shit. It is much cooler today than it was yesterday. Rain is expected this weekend. I hope it stays cool and no humidity.
Our upright freezer is broken. I think the compressor shit the bed. My sister saved my ice cream but not everything. There is like three shelves of food that have thawed out including my frozen meals. I will eat the food every day.
I had therapy yesterday. We talked about my anger and she gave me some website that I am to review and write about. I haven’t done it yet. It will be a post but I haven’t decided if I am going to make it public or password protected. I will decide when I write it. I also met with my pcp yesterday. We discussed bottom surgery and gave me a good report about the surgeon I picked for it. We also talked about GLP1 drug to lose weight. Unfortunately, I picked the wrong one I wanted to be on and now I can’t remember which one it was. I know it began with a T. I should have wrote it down. Anyway, it needs a prior authorization and my pcp is going on vacation next week so will work on it when she comes back. I don’t mind waiting. She said that I could lose between 5-15% of my weight. It all depends on how I feel and respond to the drug. I need to get some ensure as someone I know who is on it said that he uses it when there is a dose change because it can make you nauseous for a few days. I don’t know what the regimen will be like but I just read a promising study on the drug I chose incorrectly and seems it works at lower doses longer than increasing them within an 8 week time frame.
I am so bloody tired. I took a sleeping pill last night and it didn’t help. Sox played a day game and lost so I have no reason to be up till 10pm. I doubt I will make it. I feel so sick. Yesterday the heat was really getting to me. I don’t know how the dog can sit in the sun. This puppy loves the heat. She still hides from me at times when her mother isn’t home. Today she was just lounging on the rug. Didn’t get up for me to pet her. Little stinker. She pooped in the kitchen when I went downstairs. She doesn’t tell anyone when she has to go potty. She just goes, mostly in the kitchen. I am going to have ice cream for dinner. I need the calories for my Latuda.
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