Taking care of puppy
I woke up a few times this morning to pee. I took my meds around 9 and then went back to sleep only to wake up again to pee. I finally got up around noon. I didn’t want to do a damn thing today. It was cloudy and rainy all day. So I just sat with the puppy all day. I had my coffee. Then I nuzzled with the puppy. She was cuddling with me and kept sticking her nose in my chest. It was so cute. I was able to take a pic of when I had my hand next to her face. She just nuzzled me so much.
I tried to call and make an appt for a dental cleaning. I am still waiting to hear back from them as I had to text them for a quicker response. I also made an appt with my psychiatrist. I am tired. I haven’t done a thing all day. I had a salad and ice cream for my lunch/dinner. I wanted one of my frozen dinners but didn’t want to go to the basement. I took out a burger for tomorrow. My bitch sister ate my last pint of ice cream. I really should start docking the money I give her for the house. I pay out of my pocket for my food, not food stamps, which isn’t much to begin with.
I have therapy tomorrow. I tried working on the questions she gave me but they just made me angry and I couldn’t answer them. I don’t know why they anger me. It makes me think about things not related to the question. Like one of the questions is If food and movement weren’t tied to changing your body, what would your relationship with them look like? Making me think about my body and relationships (in general) and it depresses me.
I sent my psych a request for my psych meds as he hasn’t done it yet. I also got word from my insurance my pcp put in the authorization and they are reviewing it for the weight loss drug. I should have an answer sometime tomorrow or Monday. I am thinking of making a dish for the weekend if temps continue to be low. I will need to go to the grocery store to get the ingredients. Hopefully I can get to Market Basket and get them there. I will see if my sister can take me or my brother in law. My cousin is working so he can’t take me. I can take the T but it will make me more tired as I will have to go here and there. It will be like two buses each way. Maybe I can go to the Star Market in the square over the line and get them there. They have some good steaks. I haven’t had steak in a long time. Maybe I will go after therapy. If I can get my ass out of bed before noon. I will need to have my coffee if I am going to do anything. Two cups. Past few days I have only had one and then I go back to sleep. Today I stayed up a little while longer. I haven’t napped or laid down. Sox are off today. They will be at Fenway tomorrow night playing Houston. They are playing better but still six games behind. Need to have some more wins and the other teams need to lose more.
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